Phoenix Rising
ISSUE II — SPRING 2021
— prose —
Shadow of Truth
BY LESLIE GONZALEZ
You wonder about the shadow in the corner of your eye. It’s been following you now since you left his place half an hour ago. You first saw it when you walked through the front gate of his apartment. He hadn’t seen it because he hadn’t walked you out.
“It’s better this way,” he said.
The Fire Took Him
BY REBECCA CARLYLE
The acrid smell of smoke burned through her nostrils from across the street. The middle-class suburban row of houses was darkened by clouds that hid the moon, all except for the single house that was ablaze. Even from here, she could feel the heat of the flames that licked the sides of the building. Her cheeks were flushed from excitement and exertion. It had been a battle to get outside of the burning house before the exits had become inaccessible.
Follow the Sun
BY KAURA GRANDE
At sunrise he is filled with wild fire, flames flashing gold, so vibrant they illuminate the landscape. He is alive and his breath breathes warmth and life across the plains. By midday he is at his strongest, scorching the Earth, he burns with radiance, shines with fury, flaunts his heat.
A Slow Burn
BY JORDAN NISHKIAN
You feel that the street Sophie is driving you down should be familiar; and there are little things that are, like the faded posters in the dry cleaner window and the pastel awnings of the gelato shop.
After getting into her car at the hospital parking structure, Sophie told you that you’ve been living in the city for almost five years—one year on Fourth Street and the rest at the apartment she’s taking you to now. While she told you this, she studied you and your movements, relieved when you slipped your arm under the seat belt and buckled in.
I Am a Phoenix.
BY RACHEL LEANNE DELAURENTI
My father once told me that love and desire are like flames. He told me to be careful with my heart, that he didn’t want me getting burned. I think he knows from experience.
Sometimes when we talk, you can see him recoil from thoughts, as though his heart has been scorched and scarred from loving too hard, and he will never fully recover. If that’s the case, if loving you is going to burn me, then draw near me.
The Girl With the Fist of Feathers
BY JESSICA R. WOEHLER
Listen close, lovers of the light, and know the truth of how darkness flees. For darkness does not shrink away because of what we build up inside, but rather because of what we choose to let go of. A concept simple in statement, perhaps, but far more difficult to put into practice.
Ritual of Ashes
BY PETER WILLIAMS
Her name was Phee, and she was the bravest warrior I had ever met. I had seen her face down ogres, trolls, and even giants without hesitation. She could swing a sword with such grace that it was like watching a vicious dance. Even when she was relaxed, her hazel eyes smoldered orange with the heat of battle.
I loved her with every fiber of my being.
Begin Again
BY REBECCA CARLYLE
You can always begin again.
It is a singular notion that has echoed, rattled, slammed, and whispered through your mind with every step.
What would that be like?
The night sky calls to you as it always did, with the pureness of its beauty.
Will you be the same?
Shadow of Light
BY GILES STUART
Dad set down the glasses, making a “clack” in time with the amplifying weather. Drawing my attention to the windows, the hail pelted the panes of glass, scuffling dull the last bits of light as it disappeared behind the mounted ridge, leaving a purple disco effect in the room—the last taunt of twilight before nightfall.
“I had a nickname for you as a little girl.
Do you remember?”
Ember Fields
BY PETER WILLIAMS
The Corinalth Colonization Program had proven disappointing in the six months it had been active. While maintaining a breathable atmosphere similar to Earth’s, the planet’s soil had proven inhospitable to any form of edible vegetation. From what the scientists in the colony had concluded, the nutrients naturally produced on Corinalth were not enough to keep seeds alive long enough for them to bear fruit.
Refresher
BY DEANNA NGUYEN
At first, everything was pitch black. I blinked. Okay, so my eyes weren’t closed. Also, I had eyes. I patted my body and touched my face—all intact, clothed, and completely human. A lucid dream then? I pinched my skin as hard as I could and winced. Nope, definitely not a dream.
Heir of the Damned
BY ANDY NARANJO
Before his eyes were planes of red and vermilion sands. Above him passing were clouds of magenta floating in seas of aquamarine skies. Behind his eyes resided an imagination sprawling through pious temperaments. The sun set behind mountains that climbed over the city horizon. Lying in desert beds, on the cusp of the cove, Jouye scaled mammoth stones.
— poetry —
Lessons From a Bougainvillea
BY HOLLY KING
Here is what they don’t tell you.
That through idle hands we must kill.
My sister gave me this warning five
years ago while she pruned
her bougainvillea in the garden.
Soon the Sun
BY HJ MORALES
Constantly spinning on space’s finger
At a million miles an hour
But the sand buries my toes
Like a silk sheet on a breezy night.
Everborn
BY JANICE PEREGRINA
Inside every sacred soul
Lies an enrapturing phoenix in repose
Her crumbling wings enfold upon themselves
Hiding from the world
Fyren: A Collection
BY EA BAKER
The Season of Flame
The wildflowers that once
gilded the hills and
valleys have become
tarnished,
fading into brown
Nirvana
BY ANDY NARANJO
Like dried wine on stone
My eye is tinged with the reflection of droplets
Akin to the vine
2021
BY C BRESNAN
Plunging deep, I'm drenched
with more humanness, grasping
hope and love to rise.
From mud, and by blood. Of cinders and bone.
BY LIZ MICHAUD
The first form I ever took was air.
I was not quite a thing,
I was the idea of a thing.
Nebulous in my obscurity.
Perfect in my imprecision.
Affable to every flit of the breeze.
Rekindle: A Collection
BY KAURA GRANDE
Burn It All
Burn it all he tossed the words over his shoulder
while he walked out the door without looking back
leaving her in a mess of cold, dark, shattered ruins
Unraveling
BY MICHELLE HERD
When I ask my mother
What her greatest pain
Disappointment, un-
Fulfilled, dream is she replies:
“Well it really is more of a
Fantasy, than a dream…”
Ocean Bloom
BY JORDAN NISHKIAN
“You can trust people with grief,”
she says, piecing together a bouquet
of bee balm and blueweed.
My fingers pick at heads of sea lavender
I carry through tides.